It is a beautiful Sunday afternoon, I have no obligations, but I do have expectations. My daily routine is not what I would call, fulfilling enough. The standard days, the same old routine, the usual way of being, I want to express joy, gratefulness and have laughter. Appreciate life with all that comes with it. But the only way to really achieve that, is to get more out of life. I am awakening, today, that I need to take steps into the direction that my heart is wanting to be.
At this point, I am a college student, I study something, that does not interest me to the deep, I do like technical stuff, I love building websites, but this computer science course that I study, is just about building computers. This is absolutely not my direction, so I am planning to go to another scholarship, maybe a scholarship that provides her to go to another country, meeting new cultures, seeing a different side of the world, or going to a school where they speak English all day, even though I live in Holland, even though that school is a private institute that is very very expensive but looks amazingly luxurious, with the thought that I can go there from 8 AM till 10 PM is a very beautiful thought, it's a motivational school, not just a school with simple minds, I don't like simple, I love to learn, to develop, to have my huge motivation rewarded.
Besides changing study courses, I want to change my whole lifestyle, I want to live on my own, I want to do groceries, and cook meals that I love, that I live for, nice ingredients to make delicious flavors and eat a healthy food, everyday, and inspire people on my blog what helps you to stay well.
Wanting to seek for what my heart misses, I am at a simple school, that's one cause, I might not like the state I am in now, well let's be honest, I don't. I might want to change the way I look, I want to meet new people who have the same love for motivation and life, I want to do more than just what I do now, I want to volunteer, I want to join meetups and see what it brings me, I want to join meditation groups, 356 days program, I will buy a high quality camera where I can show you all the things I love, travelling, meditating, different mindsets, lovely hobbies, developing the thoughts that are wrong for well being, will be shown to you, what are good thoughts to swing your life, to a wonderful place, called on earth, but now you will feel the earth.
I really cannot wait, I will seek adventure, where will I live, what people will I be surrounded with, what career would I like to find myself in, what kinds of hobbies will I learn to use during my week?
I cannot wait to change everything and feel superb awesome
Have a beautiful day all of you :)
Forest
